Tuesday, 15 December 2009

seize it and squeeze it ;)



the pic is from the net - dont know where i got it but it is pretty :)

Sunday, 6 December 2009

read it , dont read it - as long as i can write it ...

it is a good release ...

blissful state of intoxication

why did i do it to myself???

...

candlelit dinner anyone???

 


is this what men really like???

LOVE KILLS

it is sweet
it is lovely
it lifts you up
and makes you fly
then it rips your heart out
shows it to you
then shreds it to a million little pieces
cackling hysterically
as you watch yourself slowly die ...

lost the feeling in my heart

I had a dream last night
You visited ...
You came and wrapped your arms around me
I was safe ...
You put your sweet lips on mine
I melted ...
For the first time I tasted you
For the first time I knew you
For the first time ... so close to you
You laughed ...
You left ...


I cried all morning.

love hurts too - sometimes very much

how true!!!

Thursday, 3 December 2009

Sunday, 22 November 2009

weather ... life ... anything?

nearly end of november - weather atrocious
life horrid and difficult and really really depressing
is anything gonna work like it should???

Monday, 12 October 2009

october break


sunny day to be had by all :)
lovely weather brings lovely mood
so enjoy it everyone

Sunday, 4 October 2009

autumn walk

So this is true - Scotland truly is beautiful - one just has to look for the beauty and be willing to see it :)

Thursday, 24 September 2009

is it?

is this the true Anna?



Wednesday, 23 September 2009

change ...

If you accept the idea that most of your present limitations are not based on any unchangeable reality but are rather the result of beliefs you hold about your reality, then the next step is to deliberately and systematically change those beliefs.

It's called possibility thinking, and it's a skill you can learn quite easily.
Lou Tice

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Secret ingredient

the secret ingredient is ICE

Love?

termination
dissolution
vanishing
disappearance
inexistence
annihilation
demolishion
invalidation
liquefaction
...
disintegration of soul
___________________________
or maybe
___________________________
fatal dissonance between heart and brain,
painful discord of body and soul,
cruel conflict between matter and mind
___________________________
or maybe all of these together ...
//////////////////////////////////
cant be you and be in love
cant be strong and love someone
cant have life and love at the same time
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love is not for everyone - obviously

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

How do we make a better world?

So, you see, the most important thing you can do to make a better world, is make a better you.

Lou Tice
The Pacific Institute

Monday, 14 September 2009

HAPPINESS

GOES !!!POP!!! LIKE A SOAP BUBBLE

silence

you'd think silence can be a blessing ...
silence kills!

why are people stupid?

yes - I do mean it
we destroy all that gives us hope
we kill what gives us pleasue
we demolish what brings love ...

Monday, 7 September 2009

meanings ...

‘When I use a word’ Humpty-Dumpty said in a rather scornful tone, ‘it means just what I choose it to mean – neither more or less.’
this - obviously - is a quote ;)

Friday, 4 September 2009

THE SECRET

there is no secret ingredient ... !!!
(Kung Fu Panda)

Thursday, 3 September 2009

life is so short

this is just to remember my grandpa who died today
so surreal
everybody knew he was suffering greatly
i am sure that he was waiting for the release
and yet this still comes as a shock
i pray for his soul
may he rest in peace

why?

why is life so intense?

Wednesday, 2 September 2009

could it be?

could it be that I am slowly starting to get the hang of it?
hm
quite possible, actually
not gonna say too much, though
maybe later :)

so...

so it is raining again
not great for mood ...
maybe it will be better later ... who knows

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

grrrrr

wll i learn how to do it?
makes me mad
but ... i am such a blonde!!!