ehhh

so now i am learning life
being emotionally self-sufficient
not begging for affection
it works
i feel so much better

yes - it is difficult after you begged for affection for so many years

but who cares

i am me

not gonna change again just to fit someone else's expectations of me
how i should walk
how i should talk
how i should sit
or lie down
dress
or undress
smile
cry

whatever

i am me
i am not a toy
not a marionette

just me

u like me - fine

you dont like me - whatever

have a fab day everyone